It’s just one of my way to express my self

For me to you

Today upon the school, we were talking about some task.

It make me realize and remember about something. Some things about you…….. my friends. I just realize if i where so selfish, when you were up sad, when you where on ill, on when you where on jury. I don’t know what i had been done for you, isn’t that enough for you, or i where so selfish. When i get some problem upon my self, i would like you to heard my story, i would like you know what i feel, give some hack or hold my hand. Just want me to feel, if you where conviction on me. I where doesn’t like if I where up sad and i told you the story, and you where just jump in to that, tell your story, which is i know, you just want to let me know, if you where same with me, if you had been done this before, and you want me to know, if you get what i feel. But even we are best friends, we still need to know. Because the selfishness is on ours, normal human being. I want you to know what i want you to be. But……… is that what i do when you where up sad,is that what i do when you need me, is that what i had been done for you since we where together. Friends………you are my love………forgive me if i had been done this, forgive me of my selfish. But tell me…………. one thinks that you want me to do, one thing that you where comfortable when you where up sad. Because i love you, i need you, and i don’t want to hurt you. Because i conviction you, not just pity. Because i love you, not just emphati. Because i need you, not just want you. Because you are my friends. Let me know………….what you want me to do. Let me know …………what you feel “LET ME KNOW”

 kenapa batu hari ini kenapa tidak dari dulu…….. aku baru sadar klo aku begitu individual………. ketika aku sedih……..ketika aku dlm kesulitan………… aku mau dirimu mengerti, dan ikut meresakan apa yg aku rasakan, ketika ku ceritakan persoalanku kepadamu, aku mau kamu mendengar, aku mau kamu mengerti dan meresakan apa yg aku rasakan.bukannya malah ikut bercerita tentang ceritamu, meski aku tau kamu hanya ingin aku tau klo kamu merasakan apa yang aku rasakan. tapi bukan itu yang aku mau, aku mau kamu dengarkan ceritaku, atau hanya sekedah genggam tanganku, atau mungkin peluk diriku. Tapi apakan ini yg aku lakukan ketika kamu sedih……… Maafkan aku jika selama ini aku lupa, jika selama ini aku tidak mengerti apa yg kamu mau. Tapi tolong bantulah aku, bari tau aku apa yang kamu mau ketika kamu sedih, ketika kamu dlm masalah. Biarkan aku menjadi tempat berbagimu. KArena kamu sahabatku. KArena aku mencitaimu………………. Maafkan aku, tolong bari tau aku, rahasiamu.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

Tag Cloud

%d bloggers like this: